brittanyyy.

I HATE going to the dentist. /:

Dear printer,
Stop telling me to load the printer tray when I can very well see that there is plenty of paper in there. I need you right now, don't give out on me.
Thanks.
Love always,
Brittany

Even as cliche as it sounds, I feel like I've grown up a lot since I've graduated. I've looked back upon a lot of people and thought, "why wasn't this person good enough?" or "why did I idolize THIS person?" It's all bullshit really. It's like I just look at people differently and realize how wrong my definition of "cool," or "good enough" was.

It's time to grow up now, kids. Get used to it.

nap time now.

I'm not into older men but c'mon...







yum yum.

In the first half (the clothes hamper) which consisted of 22 bags (I think) I found a twenty dollar bill, and $6.45 in change. I also found my usb drive that I had lost (amongst other trash and random things).




In the second half (bottom of my closet) which consisted of about 20 bags I found my purple sunglasses that I had already paid my respects to, a bag that I had not even empted at all whatsoever, 2 Burt's Bees, and a mound of change that I have not yet counted.
Between the 42-ish bags that I went though, I only have about 5 that I'm getting rid of, and found enough receipts, gum, candy wrappers, and mints to kill someone.
That was really fun. (: Now I'm going to switch bags, keep a couple out, and pack the rest. Now I'm like $30+ richer!
KA-CHING! :D

This is the stuff I found in the second bunch:





I THOUGHT I LOST THESE FOREVER!



One of my bags:



I never completely clean them out when I switch bags but this is ridiculous...

Uhmm..I don't know what this is but I guess I was going to look it up (once upon a time):



Girl/boy ratio at my college... :|



My baby boy got himself trapped in the living room >.<

Today: we took down the Christmas lights and packed up Christmas things.

I still don't know what to think about last nights conversation...

I don't know where I'm going with this post. Good night.

Him: Umm. There's something I have to get off my chest.
Me: Okay, I'm listening.
Him: Well i really hate to do this and make things weird for us but I think I'm having feelings for you
Me: It won't don't worry. Feelings?
Him: Yeah. Like I think I have a little crush on you. I'm sure it will pass. Lol I feel so lame.
Me: Haha awe well. I'm flattered, You feel lame? How many times has this convo been the other way ____ honestly?
Him: Yeah. I dunno what it is. I just don't wanna stop hugging you...I better stop.
Me: ____ it's okay I'm not like offended. You don't have to stop.
Him: Yeah I better man. I don't want things to be weird between us. Buy man recently I just can't stop thinking about you. I just wan...fuck man. Lol I just said I need to stop.
Me: Things won't be weird between us. Like, ever.
Him: Good, I'm glad to hear that. I just thought we were over this ya know?
Me: Haha you just never know I guess.
Him: Haha relax.
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Him: .... Byt what sux even more is how much I think about you. Like it's bad dude.
Me: Haha why is it so baddd?
Him: I dunno. I think of bad things. Nothing too bad though. Like some pg-13 shit. But I don't know why.
Me: Hahha awe yummy
Him: Don't say that! Lol
Me: :D but I can say it
Him: No! You are just fueling the fire!
Me: Haha but I can do that.
Him: Noooo...unless...nooooo
Him: don't do this to me
Him: Lol
Me: Haha unless nothing. You won't do anything about it.
Him: Bull shit
Me: Haha oh?
Him: Yeah. I will. Don't tempt me.
Me: Haha what have I got to lose exactly?
Him: Lol nothing. But you probably don't have the same feelings towards me. So you are probably just leading me on
Me: Now would I do that to you? And again, how many times has this convo been the other way? I gave up bc you always had a girlfriend.
Him: There. You just said you gave up. Told ya you were leading me on
Me: I mean I gave up telling you. Honestly ____, I think your the only heartbreak I ever experienced.
Him: Well i wouldn't want to put you through that again.
Me: What do you mean
Him: I don't wanna put you through that again. I don't wanna hurt you.
Me: Eh. It'd be worth it. I'm sick of being alone.
Him: No brittany. Don't do that to yourself.
Me: I'm not. I'm just saying, if it really hurts that means you once enjoyed it, y'know?
Him: I guess. Well. If you want to come over you can anytime? :]
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Him: Well I'm putting on a movie. So do you wanna comve over? I can wait.
Me: Nah __ imma crash I guess. Pribably nothing to do tmrw. Fml. Lol.
Him: Well ok... :[ man I was hoping you would...maybe we could have... nevermind. night brittany.
Me: Haha oh ____. You have to take me on a date first ;)
Him: Lol ok. But don't tell anyone. Our little secret ok?
Me: Of course.
Him: Night brittany.
Me: Good night ____ (: